What should i do i need help?

ok so i cut myself on purpose becaause my boyfriend dumped me because i wouldnt have sex with him and i was pissed off at myself so i went and cut my lef and i did it at 12 pm yesterday and it didnt stop till like 9 30 pm and i tried closing it up with crazy glue and it sstung really bad and then made my leg numb it isnt nimb anymore but hurts. Please no lectures about cutting my self and how its bad i know its bad i just needd supporting answers. If you lecture me or right rude comments i will report you.